New Story

Hey peeps.. it's a long time i havent updated my blog..fuhh!! i mean it's really a long time..maybe about 4 or 3 months i think..haha , ohh well.. well my new update or new story.. is that my dad is not well .. on 10/10/2012 my dad is going to do endorscope in his "usus" i dunno why.. but i hope he get well soon , thats my family story and for me.. "my story" well i got heart broken again.. from the same girl (for those who know her).. hahaha..serves me right ehhh...well this is the 4th time i break/clash.. i tried my best.. i tried to understand her..maybe she just didn't want to understand me..or maybe bcoz she like someone else..so thats why she didn't want to understand me.. i suspect that she love someone else is becuase of her twitter..she post or tweeted that...i have a crush over someone..well i dunno you girls/boys like your boyfriend/girlfriend tweeting or posting that do you so.. i asked her about it..and she says.."don't be silly it's just a joke".. well that joke have been going on for 3 months and i have kept my eyes closed enough..and maybe thats why she haven't been answering my calls or messages..im stupid i know..before we had this 4th relationship she said "im really sorry for what i have done to you before..i regret what i have done to you and i miss you" well i was hoping that girl meant what she have said.. well i was wrong.. well when i got fed up with all the lies she has said..i coudn't take it anymore so i said i want to break..well it was hard to say it.. but i said it..hmmmm i dunno why...when i start to love someone..it's hard to let go..hmm maybe it's true what people says about love.."LOVE IS BLIND"  well i wish she go through what i just gone through..hurm well got my ass kick again..hmmm well that the "new story" ^_^