New Story

Hey peeps.. it's a long time i havent updated my blog..fuhh!! i mean it's really a long time..maybe about 4 or 3 months i think..haha , ohh well.. well my new update or new story.. is that my dad is not well .. on 10/10/2012 my dad is going to do endorscope in his "usus" i dunno why.. but i hope he get well soon , thats my family story and for me.. "my story" well i got heart broken again.. from the same girl (for those who know her).. hahaha..serves me right ehhh...well this is the 4th time i break/clash.. i tried my best.. i tried to understand her..maybe she just didn't want to understand me..or maybe bcoz she like someone else..so thats why she didn't want to understand me.. i suspect that she love someone else is becuase of her twitter..she post or tweeted that...i have a crush over someone..well i dunno you girls/boys like your boyfriend/girlfriend tweeting or posting that do you so.. i asked her about it..and she says.."don't be silly it's just a joke".. well that joke have been going on for 3 months and i have kept my eyes closed enough..and maybe thats why she haven't been answering my calls or messages..im stupid i know..before we had this 4th relationship she said "im really sorry for what i have done to you before..i regret what i have done to you and i miss you" well i was hoping that girl meant what she have said.. well i was wrong.. well when i got fed up with all the lies she has said..i coudn't take it anymore so i said i want to break..well it was hard to say it.. but i said it..hmmmm i dunno why...when i start to love someone..it's hard to let go..hmm maybe it's true what people says about love.."LOVE IS BLIND"  well i wish she go through what i just gone through..hurm well got my ass kick again..hmmm well that the "new story" ^_^

Twitter

just started to use twitter... but i don't how to use it... hahahaha what a noob i am at this.. hahaha , trying to get use to this twitter thing.. at first i didn't want to use a twitter but..my good friend said.. "ko taknak buat twitter ke? FB da bosan.. try use twitter la pulak" so i ask a another friend of mine.. to make me one of those twitter thing.. so now im stuck with this twitter hahaha , @ahmaakem that my twitter name.. haha i don't have any other idea to put my name.. so i went to use that.. but i tried to use @AmirulHakeem but it won't let me... it said the username has been used..haha.

More Problems..

This morning i went to the doctors.. to check my arms.. the doctor said i have stretch-mark.. whatever u say it... it means im getting my skin is streched due to lose weight or gain weight.. im gaining weight i think.. hehe , hope not.. i dont want to be fat... hahaha , thats 1 problem.. but now i have G6PD.. it's an allergy that i have.. but i didn't think it would be that bad.. couse it's just an allergy.. but when i read this.. hahahaha , i looke myself in the mirror.. "u have problems" hehehe this is what i read... G6PD deficiency is closely linked to favism, a disorder characterized by a hemolytic reaction to consumption of broad beans, with a name derived from the Italian name of the broad bean (fava). The name favism is sometimes used to refer to the enzyme deficiency as a whole, although this is misleading as not all people with G6PD deficiency will manifest a physically observable reaction to consumption of broad beans.

If you are found to have G6PD deficiency, avoid exposure to those substances that trigger reactions. The drugs or chemicals that most often trigger reactions include sulfa drugs, including the antibiotics Bactrim and Septra, certain diuretics (“water pills”), and drugs for the prevention or treatment of malaria, especially primaquine. If you are deficient, it is important that you talk with your health care provider BEFORE taking any medications, including those not requiring prescriptions. Some drugs used to prevent or treat malaria can be dangerous if given to a person with G6PD deficiency,although some of these may be safe when used in the right doses. 

Some of the foods commonly eaten around the world can cause people with G6PD Deficiency to hemolyze. Some of these foods can be deadly (like fava beans). Some others can cause low level hemolysis, which means that red blood cells die, but not enough to cause the person to go to the hospital. Low level hemolysis over time can cause other problems, such as memory dysfunction, overworked spleen, liver, kidney and heart, and iron overload. Even though a G6PD Deficient person may not have a crises when consuming these foods, they should be avoided.

FOOD TO AVOID:
Fava Beans and other legumes
Menthol and foods containing it. This can be difficult to avoid as tooth paste, candy, breath mints, mouth wash and many other products have menthol added to them. Mint from natural mint oils is alright to consume.
Artificial blue food coloring-other artificial food color can also cause hemolysis. Natural food color such as found in foods like turmeric or grapes is okay.
Ascorbic acid-Artificial ascorbic acid commonly put in food and vitamins can cause hemolysis in large doses and should be avoided. It is put into so many foods that you can be getting a lot of Ascorbic Acid without realizing it. See Ascorbic Acid for more information about iron absorbtion and ascorbic acid.
Tonic water (contains quinine, a contraindicated drug which causes hemolysis in G6PDD people).
Bitter Gourd and Garden Egg-Bitter Gourd is also known as Bitter Mellon. These are common foods in some parts of Africa and Asia.
Some Chinese herbs-particularly Rhizoma Coptidis (huang lien), Calculus Bovis (neu huang), Flos Chimonanthi Praecocis (leh mei hua), Flos Lonicerae (kam ngan fa) and Margarita or anything containing them." i have problems.. but this is not that bad actually .."i think" 

Don't Do This..Please

   What should i do? what should i say? is my family going to be happy again like before? am i going to face like my cousin did?will this problem ever solve? will i celebrate my brithday  again with my family?.. i really don't want this... everytime my mum said those words.. i went upstairs and i cried.. me and my sis can't face this.. we're to young to go through this.. especially my sis.. she only 16..i miss the old days.. the happy family that spend time like we were at england , spain and jakarta.. and all other place we went.. can i fix this ? hurmmm... if this happens... can i still further my studies? will i be happy again..? can i see my mum and dad again ? what will happen to my sis..? can she handle the pressure that this family is going through? hmmm ...i really don't want this.. family is "Father and Mother I Love You" , who should i talk to? fear of losing this wonderful family i have.. do i need to say to my mum and dad.."don't do this.. don't u guys love us , we can't handle this..we're too young for this" =( 

I Miss Her?

  In the past few weeks ... i don't know why i miss her.. i try to get this feeling out of me.. im afraid being in a relationship.. because i know someday i will hurt again..  maybe people  say ur a guy... u can't act like this.. being all sentimental about love.. haha i don't "it's me" i can't undo the way i act.. haha , anyway.. last week my friend told me that he saw my ex at a mall ... maybe it's because that i miss her... im trying to forget..

Dream

   Some people say my age is not the time to think about marriage... I asked my mom yesterday..she said "ko bile nak ada awek ? umur ko nie da boleh cari dah". haha , my dad asked my mom...about me 1 week ago.."hakeem tu takda awek ke?" haha my mom replied "takda la kot" , i have candidates.. maybe im not ready , hehe.. i like to have that feeling again.. when i do.. i like to feel that feeling the rest of my life..but i need to find the right one..hehehe i hope so one day ^_^ ("mama ckp kalau da jumpa orang nya..bawak jumpa mama and nanti bawak balik kampung") hehehe .

Naruto

 I cried watching Naruto shippuden episode 250 , title "Thank you"... This episode shows how much naruto parents loves naruto , and died for naruto... for me this is the most heart toucing cartoon episode ever... hehehehe ,

Friends

   I have many friends..but some of them..i shouldn't even call them "friends" or "bestfreinds" , some freinds just take an advantage of me being nice.. i don't hope for a return.. but at least help when im asking for help..but instead they say "sorry weyh.. aku takboleh tolong la". Some friends just stab you in the back..stabbing a friend in the back it's like "assulting a person when that person is not looking" , for example.. a freind is flirting with ur girlfriend and saying that girl is not for you... and after u brake off with your girlfreind ,  then he seduce and tells that he have a feeling to your girlfriend.. and then theres a freind doesn't even give a "SHIT" about you...well i have the greatest freinds that a person can ask for..

But then theres a friend who's nice and not taking an advantage of you , i hope friend will stay as my friend.

Movie

  While i was searching for new "full movie" in youtube.. i came across this movie "Sex Is Zero 2" , before this iv watched "Sex Is Zero" this movie is stupid at it's highest level..bhahaha!! . It's a korean movie..it's 18sx kinda movie , my rate 8/10 because this movie because it's funny and stupid bhaha!!...this is the link for "Sex is Zero 2"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NM0g0CX7YWs&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fresults%3Fsearch_query%3D%2Bfullmovie%26oq%3D%2Bfullmovie%26aq%3Df%26aqi%3Dg5g-s1g2g-s1g1%26aql%3D%26gs_sm%3D3%26gs_upl%3D9412l10267l0l10775l5l5l0l0l0l0l106l379l3.2l5l0&has_verified=1

Je l'aime encore

I don't why im still stuck with this feeling... eventhough we ended the relationship along time ago... i can't  get it off my chest... i still kept u pictures... in my phone and laptop , i try so hard to forget u .. maybe its because we have been friends for so long.. and then suddenly we became strangers again.. i miss your laugh , your smile , your sweet talk... damn! i miss you..It's not that i haven't tried to love another girl but im afraid to love again.. People say "bunga bukan sekuntum", thats true.. but what if that "bunga" is the only one you truly love.. love can be wonderful but sometimes it can be more painfull than anything..

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Tension Semester 3

     This semester in my Digital in Graphic Design . I had to drop 1 subject (Graphic Communication) , is not me who wanted to drop the subject..but the lecturer said i had to drop...because i haven't attended classes for 4 times!! , THAT IS NOT TRUE AT ALL!! she sais i have attended class and haven't submit assignment.. but she's the one who didn't gave me to sign.. and shes the one who rejected more than 2 times my assignment..by the time i wanted to submit all of those assignment...she said i can't submit..because iv pass the date line...and if i still wanted to submit il get a ZERO for the assignment ..... urghh!! get a life woman!! . Im Glad i drop ur subject!! but apart of me i regret because ,  my dad had to pay RM319.30 to drop my (Graphic Com) subject...
     

family outing

     On sunday  , 22nd january 2012 it's my mum birthday . My mum wanted to eat at Sahara Tent Restaurant , seksyen 9 shah alam... So we went there to celebrate my mums birthday , the food was great and delicious... (arabian food) , so these are the picture i took on that time...

Raspberry Milkshake

What mum ate on that day ^_^

    

                               

Birthday mum 

My Dad 

 

   Mum... me , liya and babah wish you a happy birthday and " semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki"after we ate at Sahara Tent Restorant , we played bowling hehehe , but im to lazy to upload it..^_^ 

Birthday gift

   
   On thursday i went to the book store in JUSCO (bukit raja) to spend my RM200 voucher , i didn't know what to buy...so i thought i use the voucher to buy mum birthday gift...  so i bought two bakery book(what ever u call it) for my mum...hope my mum like it ^_^

Insyallah

   I looked to my friend IM(instant meassage) with her , and she said "bagitau kat akem , lupakan perasaan dia  terhadap i sbb akem dah terlambat" and she said "jangan cerita pasal akem lagi sbb perangai dia buat i menyampah" , im sorry that i made her so disgusted because of my attitude... Im not blaming her for all , bacause the relationship of me and her ended because of me . Now all my question are all answered.. she said she still take me as her "kawan baik" , but better i leave her alone if i don't , i will make her feel more disgusted with me..i will fulfill her wish that my feelings for her are gone..i wil forget you..

Outdoor Shooting

      Today me and my friends did an outdoor shooting . If im correct , we did did the "outdoor shooting" at Taman SUK .

I Still Do

It's not that i don't want to talk to her on fb or anywhere else , but i don't want to bring back memories that i can look on to and think "that girl still loves me" cause she doesn't loves me . She IM(isntant message) to my freind that she said she still loves me.. but i don't believe that she said with sincerity , eventhough i said to my friend "i don't love her no more" but part of my heart says "i still  love her".. , but now she has a someone new.. i know u are going to have a great memories and laughter with you new boyfriend.. i wish she has a wonderful life with your new one...