More Problems..

This morning i went to the doctors.. to check my arms.. the doctor said i have stretch-mark.. whatever u say it... it means im getting my skin is streched due to lose weight or gain weight.. im gaining weight i think.. hehe , hope not.. i dont want to be fat... hahaha , thats 1 problem.. but now i have G6PD.. it's an allergy that i have.. but i didn't think it would be that bad.. couse it's just an allergy.. but when i read this.. hahahaha , i looke myself in the mirror.. "u have problems" hehehe this is what i read... G6PD deficiency is closely linked to favism, a disorder characterized by a hemolytic reaction to consumption of broad beans, with a name derived from the Italian name of the broad bean (fava). The name favism is sometimes used to refer to the enzyme deficiency as a whole, although this is misleading as not all people with G6PD deficiency will manifest a physically observable reaction to consumption of broad beans.

If you are found to have G6PD deficiency, avoid exposure to those substances that trigger reactions. The drugs or chemicals that most often trigger reactions include sulfa drugs, including the antibiotics Bactrim and Septra, certain diuretics (“water pills”), and drugs for the prevention or treatment of malaria, especially primaquine. If you are deficient, it is important that you talk with your health care provider BEFORE taking any medications, including those not requiring prescriptions. Some drugs used to prevent or treat malaria can be dangerous if given to a person with G6PD deficiency,although some of these may be safe when used in the right doses. 

Some of the foods commonly eaten around the world can cause people with G6PD Deficiency to hemolyze. Some of these foods can be deadly (like fava beans). Some others can cause low level hemolysis, which means that red blood cells die, but not enough to cause the person to go to the hospital. Low level hemolysis over time can cause other problems, such as memory dysfunction, overworked spleen, liver, kidney and heart, and iron overload. Even though a G6PD Deficient person may not have a crises when consuming these foods, they should be avoided.

FOOD TO AVOID:
Fava Beans and other legumes
Menthol and foods containing it. This can be difficult to avoid as tooth paste, candy, breath mints, mouth wash and many other products have menthol added to them. Mint from natural mint oils is alright to consume.
Artificial blue food coloring-other artificial food color can also cause hemolysis. Natural food color such as found in foods like turmeric or grapes is okay.
Ascorbic acid-Artificial ascorbic acid commonly put in food and vitamins can cause hemolysis in large doses and should be avoided. It is put into so many foods that you can be getting a lot of Ascorbic Acid without realizing it. See Ascorbic Acid for more information about iron absorbtion and ascorbic acid.
Tonic water (contains quinine, a contraindicated drug which causes hemolysis in G6PDD people).
Bitter Gourd and Garden Egg-Bitter Gourd is also known as Bitter Mellon. These are common foods in some parts of Africa and Asia.
Some Chinese herbs-particularly Rhizoma Coptidis (huang lien), Calculus Bovis (neu huang), Flos Chimonanthi Praecocis (leh mei hua), Flos Lonicerae (kam ngan fa) and Margarita or anything containing them." i have problems.. but this is not that bad actually .."i think" 

Don't Do This..Please

   What should i do? what should i say? is my family going to be happy again like before? am i going to face like my cousin did?will this problem ever solve? will i celebrate my brithday  again with my family?.. i really don't want this... everytime my mum said those words.. i went upstairs and i cried.. me and my sis can't face this.. we're to young to go through this.. especially my sis.. she only 16..i miss the old days.. the happy family that spend time like we were at england , spain and jakarta.. and all other place we went.. can i fix this ? hurmmm... if this happens... can i still further my studies? will i be happy again..? can i see my mum and dad again ? what will happen to my sis..? can she handle the pressure that this family is going through? hmmm ...i really don't want this.. family is "Father and Mother I Love You" , who should i talk to? fear of losing this wonderful family i have.. do i need to say to my mum and dad.."don't do this.. don't u guys love us , we can't handle this..we're too young for this" =( 

I Miss Her?

  In the past few weeks ... i don't know why i miss her.. i try to get this feeling out of me.. im afraid being in a relationship.. because i know someday i will hurt again..  maybe people  say ur a guy... u can't act like this.. being all sentimental about love.. haha i don't "it's me" i can't undo the way i act.. haha , anyway.. last week my friend told me that he saw my ex at a mall ... maybe it's because that i miss her... im trying to forget..

Dream

   Some people say my age is not the time to think about marriage... I asked my mom yesterday..she said "ko bile nak ada awek ? umur ko nie da boleh cari dah". haha , my dad asked my mom...about me 1 week ago.."hakeem tu takda awek ke?" haha my mom replied "takda la kot" , i have candidates.. maybe im not ready , hehe.. i like to have that feeling again.. when i do.. i like to feel that feeling the rest of my life..but i need to find the right one..hehehe i hope so one day ^_^ ("mama ckp kalau da jumpa orang nya..bawak jumpa mama and nanti bawak balik kampung") hehehe .