Don't Do This..Please

   What should i do? what should i say? is my family going to be happy again like before? am i going to face like my cousin did?will this problem ever solve? will i celebrate my brithday  again with my family?.. i really don't want this... everytime my mum said those words.. i went upstairs and i cried.. me and my sis can't face this.. we're to young to go through this.. especially my sis.. she only 16..i miss the old days.. the happy family that spend time like we were at england , spain and jakarta.. and all other place we went.. can i fix this ? hurmmm... if this happens... can i still further my studies? will i be happy again..? can i see my mum and dad again ? what will happen to my sis..? can she handle the pressure that this family is going through? hmmm ...i really don't want this.. family is "Father and Mother I Love You" , who should i talk to? fear of losing this wonderful family i have.. do i need to say to my mum and dad.."don't do this.. don't u guys love us , we can't handle this..we're too young for this" =(